I spent my whole life mailing letters to the address tied to my missing mother, always clinging to hope—until I finally received a reply that devastated me.
I looked at her.
“What?”
She wiped at one eye.
“Nothing. It’s just that I used to try to imagine your laugh from your letters.”
I stood there with the morning sun on my face, my daughter’s voice in the air, and 33 years between us.
Then I took a breath.
Emma pumped her legs and laughed when Nate gave her a push.
“Come on,” I said.
“You should meet her.”
Together we walked toward the swings, slowly enough that neither of us had to pretend this was easy.
Emma pumped her legs and laughed when Nate gave her a push.