I saw only blurry shapes.
But I saw Doctor Serrano’s face suddenly tighten, as if an invisible boundary had been crossed.
His gaze remained fixed, unmoving and incredulous, on a point in the image. His fingers continued to rest on the controls of the ultrasound machine.
‘My God…’ he whispered.
‘What is going on?’ I pressed, as fear mingled with sudden nausea.
He took a deep breath and turned to me with a completely serious look.
“Lucía, there is something here that… looks like a previous surgical procedure. One that, according to your medical history, you have never had. And the type of procedure I see… is never performed without express consent.”
With trembling hands, I got dressed. The paper on the examination table crunched under my steps like dry leaves. The nurse slipped away quietly, leaving us alone in the room.
Álvaro offered me a seat at his desk. For a few seconds, we said nothing. Only the sound of the elevator in the building broke the silence.
‘Explain it,’ I said finally.
He turned the computer screen towards me. The ultrasound images were displayed in grayscale, with small measurement marks.
‘Look,’ he pointed. ‘This structure… looks like a sterilization. But not in the usual way. They look like small implants that block the fallopian tubes. It is a newer technique. It is performed in an operating room under sedation, and the patient certainly feels something.’
I felt the blood drain from my face.
‘I have never…’ My voice failed me.
I remember all the times Diego and I had talked about having children “later.” When things were going better at the clinic. When I got a promotion at the law firm. When…
There was always a later moment.
‘Have you undergone any gynecological procedures in recent years?’ Álvaro asked cautiously. ‘Under sedation, perhaps a ‘minor’ procedure at your husband’s clinic?’
My memory returned to a Friday afternoon a year and a half ago.
I had gone to Diego’s clinic in Salamanca. He had complained that he had very few patients that day.
‘Perfect,’ he said with a smile. ‘I will give you full control, since I never have time for you.’
I remembered the smell of disinfectant. The metallic sheen of instruments. I remembered that he offered me a mild sedative because I was tense from my work.
I remember waking up slightly dizzy with a bit of stomach pain, which he attributed to “the examination”.
Afterwards, we went out to eat as if nothing had happened.
The nausea turned into a knot of silent rage.
If you want to continue, click the button below the advertisement.