The taxi’s air conditioner hummed. My foot tapped. My hands constantly checked my phone, as if a miracle awaited a notification: “Your child has been found. Thank you for your patience.”
And then… the movement.
A group of men went out together. Elegant. Stylish. Not the type to argue in public. One of them looked exactly like the one in Cole’s photos.
Edward Langford.
They got into their cars and left. Quickly. Without leaving a trace. As if they wanted to leave no trace of this place.
I stayed where I was.
Lily hadn’t gone out yet.
More and more people. Doors opening and closing. The night drags on. My chest feels tight.
Then Cole.
He went out alone, phone in hand, head down, jaw clenched. He looked like a man in the throes of a crisis, not a man in the process of resolving it.
He stopped near the sidewalk, typed something on his keyboard, paced back and forth once or twice, then disappeared inside.
Then the doors opened again.
Read.
She was holding a woman’s hand. I didn’t know her. I didn’t care. Lily’s gaze was shifty, scanning the surroundings.
Then she saw me.
She froze.
Then she ran away.
I had already gotten out of the taxi before I even realized what was happening.
“Mom!” Her voice broke mid-word.
I caught up with her in mid-stride, pulled her close to me, and felt her trembling.
“I’m here,” I whispered. “I’m here for you.”
The woman stopped a few steps behind, uncertain.
Then Cole reappeared, suddenly and very close. He stopped dead in his tracks, stunned before frustration took over.
“What are you doing here?” he asked curtly.
I didn’t reply. Lily moved closer. That was enough.
I turned around, holding her tightly against me, and went back to the taxi.
Cole’s voice followed — sharp, angry words that I didn’t bother to understand.
We went in. Doors locked.
The city blurred as we walked away. Lily’s breathing became ragged, then regular. She didn’t let go of my hand.
“We’re going to the embassy,” I said.
She nodded quickly, still trembling.
“All right.”
I squeezed his hand tighter.
More projects. More waiting.
Just go home.
I won’t bore you with the details of the embassy. We obtained the emergency passport and quickly flew home.
Part Five:
The first few weeks after our return to the United States, Lily never took her eyes off me.
Not in the soft and sticky sense that people understand by “sticky”.
In a frightened manner.
If I went to the bathroom and closed the door, she would prowl outside. If I took out the trash, she would stand at the window, her face tense, as if she were waiting for me to disappear.
At night, she would wake up whispering:
“You’re still here, aren’t you?”
And I placed my hand on his back and kept repeating:
“I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.”
She didn’t tell me everything at once. She told me in bits and pieces, as if her brain was releasing it spoonful by spoonful.
She told me that the woman there was actually a nanny hired for the entire duration of the event. Cole was practically never with her. He only appeared for photos, public appearances, and when other adults were present. Then he would leave.
Lily told me she cried a lot. Quiet tears, like the ones you have when you’re trying not to get scolded because you’re upset.
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