I returned from my business trip earlier than expected, and as the sun set, I realized my marriage was over long before I’d even crossed the threshold of my home.
My name is Ana Serrano. I was thirty-four years old, had been married for nine years, and until that Thursday, I believed the hardest thing Miguel and I had ever endured was infertility. We had been through clinics filled with the smell of antiseptic and a fragile hope. We had overcome two miscarriages, an operation, three unsuccessful cycles of fertility treatment, and that dull sadness that settles into a house and never seems to leave. I thought all that pain had either made us stronger or at least more honest.
I was wrong on both points.
The client meeting in Denver ended a day and a half early. My return flight was perfectly timed, and for once, I felt like the universe was playing a trick on me. I didn’t tell Miguel I was coming back because I wanted to surprise him. We loved surprising each other. Early in our marriage, he’d show up at my office with tacos from my favorite food truck. Once, I greeted him at the airport with a handwritten sign that read, “Welcome home, grumpy traveler!” We laughed easily back then. We hugged instinctively.