I spent my whole life mailing letters to the address tied to my missing mother, always clinging to hope—until I finally received a reply that devastated me.

“Not yet.”

The house was smaller than I had imagined.

He kissed my forehead.

“Call me if you need me.”

The drive took 20 minutes.

The house was smaller than I had imagined.

Pale blue siding, a narrow porch, wind chimes by the door.

Inside, it smelled of dust and lemon polish.

Inside were my letters from that year tied in ribbon.

She led me to a spare bedroom.

Along one wall were shelves, and on those shelves were more boxes.

Bankers boxes, hat boxes, old biscuit tins, each marked with a year in black ink.