I spent my whole life mailing letters to the address tied to my missing mother, always clinging to hope—until I finally received a reply that devastated me.

I opened one.

Inside were my letters from that year tied in ribbon, along with slips of paper in her handwriting.

Beside the letter about my wedding, she had written, I wonder if she walked too fast down the aisle the way I always did.

She stayed in the doorway, twisting her ring.

Beside the letter about Emma’s birth, she had written, Today I became a grandmother in a house where no one knows.

I sat on the bed because my legs would not hold me.

All those years I had imagined my letters falling into nothing.

Instead they had landed here, in this quiet room, year after year.